Koreiv after 5 Years

Dah pukul 12.45, i bet most of us has already deep in sleep. but i just cant put my eyes at ease. I dunno why. cant seem to think of a reason why and nothing can be done correctly. My eyes, my mind, it just keep staring through the walls and ceiling of this cheap hotel in Miri. I look at my fingers, i counted..1..2..3..4..5...its been 5 years since 2007. Since the one of the happiest moment in my life, the turning point where i met the best group, the best person and to be frank, the best friends i ever have.

I dont think (to be honest ) that any of you guys still read this bolg though. Sigh, i myself didnt even bother to even look at blogs anymore. But still, my fingers cant stop doing what it do best. Describing my mind into words. Nevertheless, i still want to wrote, hoping you might read.. even with the slightest chance.

I miss you guys.. I really do. I wont be what i am today if i never meet you guys years ago. You bet i wont, and i really am thankful i did what i did back then. Going into that interview with my blur face asking " what the fuck am i doing sitting with all these morons?" . its quite a cliche isnt it. But thats life. It doesnt give what you think is best, rather..it gives you what is best for you.

You..all of you...i do missed you guys.. some of us, have kids..became a father (who would have thought that huh...haha), some have even sail through most oceans, some, have purse their dreams with advance degree and others, just do what they do best. Living a happy life.

Saying all that, i envy you guys, and i love you guys.. strange..i cant seem to encrypt my minds into words.. not anymore.....maybe its time..

Im putting a stop to this notes but ill always missed you guys. I hope..i pray..we all to be better, to be stronger... and one day, maybe..we all will be back together